tired dao...................p/s: mentally

yo...damn tired nowadays~i reali x wish 2 take part in d comp..bt since it is d last time, then i wil jz endure wit it..wat la..
fmore, d songs i chose damn lousy..wrg x3..it is my vocal tat damn lousy..
dono y..i cant make my voice 2 'open' liaw..high cannot high..low cannot low..ngai d~
1 more thg, i afraid tat 'sthg' happen during tat comp..later i wil b blamed gain..huhu..
wat can b done then?? d only thg tat i can do is jz keep on telling myself tat : tis s d last time..tis is d last time..tis is d last time..haiz~
anyway, jz add oil la..alto i knw tat i wil x gain ANYTHG in tis comp..lol..
im reali fed up of these thg..damn tired..kinda tired..